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Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Dragon Warrior Chapt. 1



     This is chapter 1 of book 2.  Remember, the first two books run in a congruent timeline, so either could be read first.  Most people seem to like reading Dragon Sight first, but Dragon Warrior is faster paced, if you're into that.

Chapter 1

                The great bear stood on his rear legs, rising to his full imposing size.  My heart skipped a beat.  He was going to attack now.  I crouched in a defensive position; one sword in front of me and one behind.  I knew the charge was coming.  There was no turning back now.  I had to face the monster.  I had to beat him back.  Time seemed to slow as I anticipated the imminent attack.  The cool spring air rustled my hair.  The chill of winter had not yet left the foothills of the great mountains of the North.  Some of the trees were still tipped with snow.  The mountains just above us were heavy laden with it.  The cool air was a welcomed treat to cool me from the heated battle.
                In a blur, the bear moved.  Claws were flying.  His great maw was snapping shut with razor sharp teeth trying to get a taste of my flesh.  I was ready.  My blades danced quicker than the bear could move.  Sharp steal took bites out of his flesh.  He roared in anger each time my blades made contact.  The injuries did not stop the beast; they only managed to infuriate him.
                Claws were coming faster now.  This was no ordinary bear.  He moved with purpose and speed.  He lunged for me again, maw opened.  I brought my sword up horizontally, and shoved it into the bear’s mouth.  The blade cut the cheeks to the bone of the jaw and stuck firmly, but the momentum of the animal would not allow it to stop.  We collided.  I went sprawling feet over head backwards, the massive beast rolling over the top of me.  For a brief moment I worried that I would be crushed, but the momentum carried the animal’s massive weight beyond my body.
                I quickly rolled back to my feet, freeing a knife from my weapons belt in the process.  I was none too soon, as the bear had already turned to press the attack again.  My sword still lay imbedded in the bear’s mouth.  He rose up on his hind legs again.  This time, he did not even pause.  His full weight came crashing down on me.  A claw swept dangerously close to my body.  In as quick of a movement as I could muster, I spun, offering my sword in the place of the bear’s intended target.  With the full weight of his body behind the blow, the bear could not stop its assault.  The paw was severed at the wrist. 
                I wasted no time pressing the attack.  The bear hobbled back a step in shock and pain.  I took the ground he had lost in a stride, swinging my knife down in the process.  I added my weight to the blow, and the blade sunk up to the hilt in the bear’s shoulder.  Without flinching, the bear reared its head, knocking me out of the way.  We were on top of one of the foothills, and I rolled all the way down it from the blow.
                The great bear wasted no time.  It was charging down the hill after me before I had even finished tumbling down, myself.  I used the momentum to place some distance between us, and I rolled back to my feet, new weapons in my hands.  The bear swiped at the sword in its mouth with a massive clawed paw.  The weapon went sailing through the air.  The wound it left healed over before the sword hit the ground.  When the bear reached me, it had already grown back its severed paw.  The knife still jutted out from its shoulder, but the wound didn’t seem to bother the great beast.
                I was sweaty, and tired.  The battle had been going on like this for over an hour.  I was down to my last two blades.  Countless blows and cuts to the animal, and aside from the knife jutting out of its shoulder, the animal looked completely unharmed.  I didn’t know what I would do when my last two blades were gone.  I had been fighting since I was old enough to walk, but I was always better with a blade than hand-to-hand combat.  The bear didn’t care if I had a weapon, or not.  He continued to press the attack.
                I decided to make my last two weapons count.  I dug in and waited for the impact.  Both claws were coming this time; the bear had lunged at me and was soaring through the air.  It was a mistake.  I used his momentum to carry me backwards.  My foot came up, and caught the animal under the jaw, closing its massive maw.  I continued to flip backwards, and with all the strength I possessed, pushed the bear upward with my foot.  The kick served its purpose, and I was able to get enough space between the beast and I to swing my swords.  In a mad frenzy I stabbed.  As fast as my arms would move, I stabbed, and stabbed, and stabbed.  The bear was soaring through the air above me; I was flipping backwards beneath it, but my blades were doing their lethal dance in and out of the soft underside of the beast. 
I must have poked a dozen holes all the way down the belly of the bear before we hit the ground.  The animal was unmoved by the attack.  Its rear legs came down, trying to stomp me in the process.  I was quicker.  I was on my belly on the ground underneath him, but I rolled to the side just in time to miss the heavy blow.  I came to my feet, a bit slower this time.  I could feel the fatigue settling in.  I wondered if the animal would ever tire.
The great bear turned to face me again.  He paused for only a moment.  I could see the intelligence in his eyes.  Before I could catch my breath, he pressed the attack again.  My blades came up to meet him.  Instead of taking him head on, I stepped to the side, and pivoted.  I swung my sword backwards with all of my might as the bear charged past me.  The blade found its mark, and was buried to the hilt in the bear’s side.  With the massive beast’s forward momentum, I didn’t have enough time to retrieve the weapon before he charged past.
The sword handle, and the knife handle sticking out of the animal gave it an even more menacing look.  It was a reminder that he was immortal; that I could not win this battle.  I was tired.  I wanted to stop, but I knew he would not allow it. 
I took my last blade in both hands, and waited for the attack.  The beast charged again, this time he was watching for a side step.  He was waiting for me to make a mistake.  He was waiting for me to repeat a move so that he could teach me a lesson.  I had learned not to make those mistakes in my training.  As soon as a warrior becomes predictable, he will die.  I knew the laws of war.  I was not about to break them.
As the bear charged in, I flipped forward.  I ran my blade up the back of the bear as it passed under me.  The fur, and skin separated as the blade sliced its way down the animal.  Before I had finished my strike, the beginning of the wound was mending.  The long gash closed up like a zipper before I completed my flip and landed on the ground.
I turned to face my foe once more.  The bear reared up again.  I pressed the attack.  My blade moved like lightning.  I cut across, up, down, jabbed, thrashed, and twisted.  Long cuts were all over the bear’s tender underbelly.  The wounds healed instantly.  I cut faster, deeper.  The wounds healed faster.  My arms and blade were a blur of furious movement. 
The bear started swinging its massive claws.  I had to stop my frivolous attack, and use my sword as a shield from the sharp claws.  The bear stayed on his haunches and fought with its front paws, almost like a man.  Several times I severed the massive mitts, but they always grew back as fast as I could cut them.  Every now-and-then I would thrust the sword into the bear’s chest, or stomach.  The blows, be they offensive or defensive, didn’t faze the beast.
My arms were getting heavy.  The swings were becoming increasingly more labored.  I was slowing.  The bear was not.  With a mighty blow, it knocked the sword from my hand.  With his other paw, he knocked me from my feet.  I flew a good five paces before I struck the ground.
My head was spinning, but I knew I had to get up.  On unsure legs I made it back to my feet.  The bear was already there.  It swung a massive claw at me.  I reached up, and grabbed the arm just in time.  With all my strength, I wretched the arm sideways, and up behind the bear’s back.  The bone popped.  I swung my legs over the beast, and continued pulling the arm until I was able to roll him. 
The bears other paw came around with the momentum of the roll, and caught me square in the chest.  I went sprawling again.  I landed on my back a good eight paces away.  The blow drove the air from my lungs.  I tried to sit up, but my spinning head wouldn’t let me.  I was only just able to prop myself up on my elbows to get a look at the beast bearing down on me.
A bright, yellow, glowing light left the pouch attached to my weapons belt.  I tried to call out, but there was still no air in my lungs.  The little glowing creature flew furiously at the beast.  They met head on.  One would expect the little glowing creature to lose in the collision, but that was not the case.  This was my oldest, and dearest, friend Columbine Iceweb; a fairy who found me as a baby after my parents abandoned me.  When she collided with the bear, he went sprawling.  He flew a good twenty paces up in the air and one hundred paces backwards; flipping haphazardly as he went, with arms and legs sprawling out in every direction.
“No more,” the little fairy voice shouted as the bear took flight.
I groaned inside.  I was going to be in trouble.  I sat up, and waited for her to return to me.
“Colly,” I said, admonishingly as she landed in my upturned palm.  “You do realize he’s going to kill me now, don’t you?”
Columbine’s wings wilted, the way a dogs ears do when you yell at them.  “He’s too hard on you,” she explained.  “I can’t stand it when mean old Marus hits you like that.”
I couldn’t be mad at her.  She loved me.  She only understood love.  I feigned a scold.  “Well I hit him, don’t I,” I asked.
She held her hands behind her back, looked down, and shrugged.  “I guess you do.”  She sat quietly under my scolding gaze for a moment longer.  Then her wings came up a bit with a thought, and she looked up into my eyes, “But it doesn’t hurt him like it hurts you.  I don’t like to see him hurt you.  He’s a mean old bear,” she professed.
I couldn’t hold the scold any longer, and smiled helplessly.  “Awww, you know I can’t stay mad at you, little Colly.  I love my little Colly wolly.”
With that, her wings perked up, and she glowed a little brighter.  She lifted up off my hand, flew to my face.  She kissed me on the tip of my nose.  As she did so, her yellowish glow turned a deep red.  “I love you, Apoc,” she said in her tiny fairy voice.
Just then, Marus came tromping through the bushes.  The bear was grunting angrily as he walked.  He stood up on his hind legs, and continued walking forward.  With each step, his body was transforming.  He shrunk a few feet, then his fur got thinner, his snout sunk in, the eyes changed.  Within a few paces, he was a man. 
Knight Marus was my second oldest and dearest, friend.  He had learned about my birth through a prophecy, and was sent to train me from Mother Gaia, herself.  He was the Shaman of my people.  He had been so for the last eight thousand years.  His calling as a councilman at Gaia’s table had prolonged his life, and given him powers beyond my imagination.  He had taught me how to use some of those powers, but mostly, he taught me about my power. 
He stopped just in front of me.  As I stood up, he removed the sword from his side.  The wound closed immediately once the blade was removed.  Then he reached up, and pulled the blade from his shoulder.  There was not a scratch on him to betray the damage I had done him in the training session.  His eyes, however, were dancing with anger.
“You must keep that little pest in your room when we train,” Marus said.  “We train for hours, and she undoes all our work.  How can you learn if others fight for you?”
I never knew how to answer Marus’ questions.  Anyone else would ask such a thing, and it would be a rhetorical question; Marus never asked rhetorical questions.  He always expected an answer.  I racked my brain trying to think of an answer that would appease him.  Nothing came to mind.
Colly beat me to the punch.  She flew right up to Marus’ face, and said, “You be nice! You mean old bear.”
“Why does she always do this,” Marus asked with exaggerated patience.  “She knows I do not understand a word that she says.”
Colly had the tiniest little voice.  No one could understand her, but me.  I often wondered why that was.  I could hear her from a quarter mile away, but others couldn’t hear her even if she were screaming right in their ears.
“She says, I’ve trained enough,” I said.  “She says it’s time for us to go to supper.”
Colly flashed blue, and turned to fly back to me.  “You lie head,” she exclaimed.  “I can’t believe you lied.  You tell the mean old bear what I said.  Don’t lie.  You lie head.”
I had to laugh.  Marus just raised an eyebrow.  “Ummm. She’s mad because I lied,” I explained.  “She didn’t say it was supper time.  That was my idea.”  Marus didn’t think it was funny, so I quickly wiped the smile off my face.  “What she really said was that you’re a mean old bear.”
Colly looked pleased.  She turned around, and stuck her little tongue out at Marus.  He was too far away to see her tiny features, but she didn’t seem to care.  She flew back to me, landed on my shoulder, and started snuggling with my cheek.
“You must leave the insect at home next time, Apoc,” Marus admonished.  The scowl never left his dark features.  “This is not a game.  We train you for Gaia.  You are to be the Chosen One.  You cannot live life as if it were a game.”
“Should I live like you,” I said out of anger.  “You don’t live, Knight Marus.  Life isn’t as serious as you make it out to be.  It’s fun, and exciting.  Sure, there are tough times, but if all you focus on is the bad, you’ll never be happy.” 
The old shaman didn’t look moved.  “You are young,” he said.  “And stupid.” 
Marus was a lot of things, but he was never belittling.  He must have been more upset than I had thought.
“We are facing grave times, Apoc,” he continued.  “If you continue to live in this fancy free life style of yours, you will get yourself killed.  Then the world will fall to darkness.  We all depend on you.  I do not believe that you truly understand the burden that you bear.  You cannot live a normal life.  I am sorry for this, but it is what it is.  You are right; life should be a wonder.  It is the greatest gift the Creator gave us, but for some, like you and I, we must sacrifice that gift so that others may enjoy theirs.  You will learn to find joy in that sacrifice, too.”
I had heard the speech a million times.  It was losing its effect.  Colly was still cuddling with my cheek.  She let her magic flow into me.  It was love.  All she knew was love.  She shared that love openly.  She wanted me to feel it.  It was hard to keep the scolded look on my face with her wonderful magic flowing through me.  Knight Marus’ speech was having even less effect on me because of it.
I looked up, in the best humbled face I could pull.  “I’m sorry, Marus.  You’re right.  I’ll try to take my training more seriously from now on.  Don’t be mad at Colly.  She doesn’t understand.  She just wants me to be happy.”
The big man just sighed.  “I am not mad at Colly, son.  I am glad that she is so protective of you.  She has saved your life many times.  I would not ban her from our training sessions if she could stay out of the fight.”  He shot Columbine a glare.  Out of the corner of my eye I saw her wings wilt.  “But we must be able to complete our training sessions.   There will be times when you are knocked down in battle.  There will be times when you are knocked senseless.  You need to practice responding, even under those circumstances.  I love you, son.  I do not want this calling to take your life.”
“I know, Marus,” I said.  I no longer had to force the humbled look.  “Sometimes I worry I won’t be enough.  I worry I won’t be able to live up to the prophecy.”
Marus walked over to me, and placed a meaty hand on my shoulder.  “I know, son.  I know.  That is why we train so hard.  I cannot help you in the last battle.  The prophecy says that you will fight it on your own.  The only way I can be there for you is by what we do here, in our training sessions.  It is my prayer that these sessions will make you ready for that fateful moment.”
The big man embraced me like a father.  I never knew my father, but with Marus around I never missed him.  I had been raised by him, and Columbine.  I couldn’t imagine a boy having more loving parents.
“Now,” he said as we separated.  “I think it really is time for supper.”
With that, we hiked our way down through the foothills, away from the great mountains, to the village.



Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Dragon Souls, Book 3, Chapter 3



     Today was a fairly unproductive day.  I wrote a whopping 2 pages... But I'll share some stuff I wrote a long time ago.  Here's Chapter 3 of my third book.  I hope you enjoy.  I'm looking for beta readers for the whole thing when I finish.  I think this will be the last chapter I post here.  If you're interested in being a beta reader let me know.  I'd like to get at least 3, but the more the merrier.


Chapter 3

                Water slowly dripping from the ceiling and plopping into stagnant puddles was the only noise to be heard.  The tortured cries and wails of anguish from the other prisoners had finally given way to the dead quiet of exhausted sleep.  Cal had lost count of the number of days, weeks, months, or even years he’d been in the dark dungeon.  He never felt the warm sun on his skin, but the air always cooled at night, noting the passing of yet another day in the clutches of the Phantom Lord.  At first he had tried to keep track of the passing of time, but the hours of torture and exhaustion from lack of sleep, along with the bizarre physical training he was forced to endure, had all made him teeter on the brinks of sanity and the endless abyss of madness.  Dreams of his beautiful elven princess had been the only thing keeping him from falling over that edge.
                He didn’t know Erroyle. Not really.  Mother Gaia had “given” her to him.  Erroyle seemed instantly taken with him, but Cal had never had any experience with women.  He wasn’t sure if one could just love someone because Mother Gaia proclaimed it to be so.  Truth be told, he had never given any thought to love.  He was old enough, seventeen, but girls had never paid him any heed.  He supposed he must be something awful to look upon; blinded at birth, scars where eyes should be, countless grisly scars from years of working around dragons without the use of his eyes, not to mention the fact that he had never been able to do most of the things other boys did because of the loss of his sight.  What kind of life could he offer a girl?  No, he had never even dreamed of love… until she came into his life.
                It wasn’t fair!  His life had already been so horrible.  Why even have a love if he was to lose her in two days?  His heart ached for her, though.  He couldn’t explain it, but she was all he could think about.  He remembered, vaguely, that he had left home to save his parents.  At the time it seemed so important, but now the torture had made him forget all those cares.  The only thing left was her.  Erroyle was the last hope of sanity to which he tediously clung.
                Cal’s muscles ached from use.  Even at night he wasn’t given rest from his training.  His jailors would strap bands to his ankles and wrists.  Chains hooked to heavy weights and strung through pulleys pulled at him from every direction.  Cal had learned to pull his arms in fold them, and pull his legs in and cross them at night to keep from having dislocated limbs in the mornings.   Of course, this meant flexing his muscles all night.  At first, he couldn’t sleep with the weights pulled in, but over time he had learned to lock his muscles and drift off.  The results were that Cal was getting large with muscle.  He was forced to work all day, and sleep with his muscles flexed.  The jailors fed him more every meal than he would normally have eaten in a day.  He must have doubled his weight in the time he had been imprisoned. 
                He trained for hours at the sword and all other manner of weaponry.  Sometimes he was made to fight several opponents at once.  Had he never felt the dragon warrior’s spirit within him, he would have thought the feat impossible. 
The strange black dragon Cal was linked with had the ability to move his body through the link they shared.  And his battle prowess was without peers.  When Cal allowed the dragon to take control of his body he was an invincible warrior.  That too was over, now.  The dragon had been fatally wounded when Cal was captured.  He could no longer feel the bond with the beast.  His poor soul dragon was dead.
The Phantom Lord was training him to fight as if he were still possessed with the dragon’s spirit.  The use of his eyes, or rather the lack of their use, didn’t seem to matter to the tyrant.  His sparing partners went for blood with every swing.  Cal had quickly learned to listen carefully for their attacks and counter or be cut.
He had also learned more about the strange powers he possessed.  The Phantom Lord had all manner of dark sorcerers at his command.  Cal learned of spell casting, runes, enchantments, black magic, white magic, elemental magic, arcane magic, and all sorts of magic he had never heard of before.  He was physically exhausted from the training, but he was also mentally exhausted from the learning.  Some nights he couldn’t get his mind to stop, and he would stay up all night thinking about the things he was learning.
 He knew now that if he ever were to free himself from this nightmare, he would no longer be a helpless blind boy.  He could create a bubble of “sight” around him with magic.  He was able to do so with the aid of the dragon, but his studies had taught him how to do it for himself; how to feel the molecules of matter all around him.  They were all connected in a sense; the air, the ground, all living things moving about.  He could feel the molecules touching his body, and the ones touching those, and so on for about ten or fifteen feet around him in every direction.  It was a bit different from when the dragon had invoked the magic within him.  Not better nor worse, just different.  The dragon’s magic was like sight.  Cal’s magic was closer to touch.  He could feel his environment instead of seeing a mental image of it.
In short, Cal had finally risen above his disability.  Not only that, but he was becoming a powerful warrior and wizard.  He no longer felt like a victim of life.  He was now only a victim of the Phantom Lord; his play thing, only brought out to amuse its master.  But Cal swore that if his cruel captor ever let his guard down, he’d kill him.  As much as he abhorred killing, he would gladly rid the world of the Phantom Lord.  Then he would be free to find his Erroyle.
“Brooding over times past, or times present?”  came the grandmotherly voice from the cell next to Cal’s. 
Call had become fast friends with the old woman.  She had comforted him as he cried away the first helpless nights in the dungeon.  Unable to pull the weights in, then, he was in constant pain of being stretched in every direction.   He was terrified of being in the cold dungeon, and helpless against the trials and tests the Phantom Lord constantly placed before him.  The old woman was the only one to show him any kindness.  It was she who taught him how to pull in the weights and fold his arms and legs.  She helped him work the magics he had the most difficulty learning.  She walked him through fighting tactics which gave him an edge over his opponents in the Phantom Lords arena.  She was his savior in the times of his darkest hours.  And for all her help, he didn’t even know her true name.  She had claimed to have forgotten it years ago under the insanity of torture, so he took to calling her Nana.  She always laughed favorably at the title, so he tried to use it as often as he could with her.  Her cell was just outside of his magical bubble of “sight” so he never did get a chance to see her.
“Just brooding in general, I suppose,” Cal responded.
“What’s on your mind tonight, Cal?”
“Nana, do you know how long I’ve been down here?”
Nana seemed to think back, mumbling some calculations under her breath.  “I suppose it’s been close to a year now,” She answered, at last.
A year! Was it only a year? It seemed so much longer.  And yet, it seemed like only yesterday he was fighting for the freedom of the Three Free Kingdoms.
“Do you know if the Phantom Lord has pressed any farther into the central and northern lands,” Cal asked, hoping for the best, though he already feared the worst.
“No, Cal, the Chosen One showed up just after you were captured,” Nana answered, in a kindly reassuring voice.  “Most of the dragon armies from both sides were pulled into some sort of strange dark portal.  We haven’t heard from them ever since.  Besides, the Phantom Lord was injured during the battle.  His dragon was ruined and can no longer fly, and his army suffered massive losses at the hands of Mother Gaia.  She flooded the Dwarven stronghold with lava after the Phantom Lord’s army overran it.”
“The dwarves!  Did they… Were they all killed?”
“I don’t know deary.  I don’t get much more information down here than you do.  I do know that the whole mountain was flooded with lava, and the Phantom Lord lost close to a million soldiers.  Losing those and the several hundred thousand of the dragon army has left him pretty weak, but the Three Free Kingdoms have not pursued, so I believe their losses were just as great.”
Cal felt his heart sink.  Erroyle was with the dwarves.  He had assumed she was safe with them.  The stronghold seemed all but impenetrable.  He couldn’t imagine those gates ever falling.  And yet, they had.  They had fallen and the dwarves must have been killed.
Cal felt a warm tear scroll down his face.
She had likely been killed.
“What is it dear,” the kind old woman asked.
“Erroyle…” was all Cal could croak.
“Now deary, from what you’ve told me about that elven princess of yours, I’m sure she’s just fine.  She sounds like a gift from Gaia, that one.  I’ll bet she’s fighting to get to you as we speak.”
A year… Cal knew that nobody could fight for that long, all alone, against unfavorable odds, and still be alive.  And that was assuming she wasn’t killed by the lava.  Cal remembered the meeting with Gaia in the strange room at the center of the earth.  Gaia was not afraid of making sacrifices for the good of the whole.  He knew very well that she would kill her own daughter if it meant saving the world from the Phantom Lord.
He faked a smile for the kindly old lady, in case she was watching, and said, “I suppose you’re right.” 
Another tear scrolled down his cheek against his best efforts to control it.  It was all over now.  Even if he did, somehow, manage to escape the Phantom Lord there was no Erroyle to go back to.  He couldn’t go back to his old kingdom given the mess he’d made as he left, and he was certain his parents were dead now.  He’d been with the Phantom Lord a year and none of the other prisoners had heard a word about his father or mother.  Cal was alone.
  “Well, well,” came the raspy voice of the goblin jailor.  “Can’t sleep, eh?  I guess we need to work you some more, get you good and tired.”  Cal groaned inwardly.  “Up and at’em, then.  We’ve got the perfect sparring partner for you tonight.”
Cal could hear the keys clatter around in heavy cell door.  “Let those chains down,” The putrid goblin hissed.  “Don’t want any toes crunched like last time.”  Cal had to smile at the memory.  He’d crushed Slithar’s toes the day before by dropping the heavy weights on them when they came to unchain him.  The sound of the crunch was worth the beating after.
Still sore from the bruised ribs, he decided to comply. The weights pulled mercilessly at his joints when he relaxed his muscles.  As he grew stronger, they added more weight, so he must have had about a full grown man’s weight on each limb now.  His sore shoulders complained as the jailor took his time to unlock the shackles.  Cal could hear the heavy weights slunk to the floor as each band was removed.  He didn’t want to see the ugly goblins face so he didn’t bother to use his magical sight.
“Be careful,” Nana said, worriedly from the next cell.
“I don’t really have a choice, do I?” 
The both laughed as the jailor prodded Cal from behind out of the cell and into the long labyrinth of tunnels leading to the arena. 
“Forty-seven, forty-eight, forty-nine…” Cal counted aloud out of habit.  His old way of finding things was to count his steps everywhere he went.  He found himself doing it often when he wasn’t using his magic to see.  Now, he was doing it out of habit.  Regardless of what the jailor thought, Cal was exhausted.  He was also emotionally drained.  The thought of losing Erroyle had taken the last fight out of him.
The guard prodded him again from behind when he subconsciously stopped to wait for the metal door to be opened.  Cal didn’t move.  The goblin prodded again, much more forcefully causing Cal’s ribs to ignite with pain from the mornings beating.  Cal still did not move.  He knew he had reached the metal door.  He had been counting subconsciously, but his feet knew right where they were, and he didn’t want to run, face-first, into the metal door.  This was a favorite trick of the guards when he had first arrived.  They always wanted to see if he really was blind, and would purposely walk him into solid objects.  Cal was not in the mood to nurse a broken nose.
The guard swung his staff at Cal from behind. 
The magic within him ignited with vengeance.  Cal could feel the room all around him.  He could feel the floor.  He could feel the earth several feet below the floor.  He felt the air whipping around the goblin’s staff.  It was close, but not nearly close enough.  The ancient magic within him awoke.  Time slowed, and then stopped.  Time was his.  He was not as powerful as he was with the dragon, but he was far more powerful than the goblin. 
Cal turned on his attacker, the staff moving ever so slowly towards his leg.  He grasped the staff mid-air, and broke it in two with one hand, grabbing the goblin by the neck with the other hand.  The thick chain binding the shackles on his wrists together shattered as the magic added strength to his now powerful arms.  The goblin lifted easily from the ground and slammed harshly against the solid rock wall behind him. 
The blow had killed the goblin before it could react, and Cal was left holding the lifeless body of the foul creature against the rock wall.  Hot shards of metal from the broken restraints skittered across the floor.  Cal knew immediately that he was in trouble.  He hadn’t even dared to hurt a guard on purpose before.  Unless it was easy to disguise as an accident like dropping the weights on the Slithar’s foot.  But this was different.  He’d killed a guard, and there was no way to disguise what he’d done.
Cal reached out with his magic to see if anyone had seen him.  To his surprise, the metal door he’d been waiting for was already opened.  He felt regret for killing the guard over nothing, but the memories of all the bad things he’d suffered over the last year quickly washed away his remorse.  He needed to hide the body.  Maybe he could push it down some stairs to make it look like an accident.  He remembered there being stairs down one of the training halls, but his mind was too muddled to remember where.  He started counting steps in every direction he could remember.
“One-hundred and seventy-three steps that way,” he said, to the dead guard before hoisting him over his shoulder and running him down the tunnel.  When he reached the steps, he quickly lobbed the body down the stairs and turned to run back to the metal door.  He realized he’d broken the restraints on his arms so he decided to finish the job.  With a stream of fire magic, he melted the manacles from his wrists, feeling the fresh air on them for the first time in a year.
Cal knew that his freedom would be short lived.  He also knew that he’d be missed if he wasn’t in his cell, the arena, the mages’ study, or a training room.  He decided that since the door was already opened that he’d go to the arena.  He started towards the arena in a slow, steady gait.  The longer he walked, the more he felt justified by what he’d done.  He was, after all, a prisoner held under the cruelest of circumstances.  He hated the jailors, all of them, but he knew that that one had no family.   He didn’t even know his name after all this time because the vile creature only barked orders and offered no conversation.  He only knew about the family because of Nana. 
All that aside, he’d just learned that he lost his love, his last reason for hoping for a tomorrow.  What did it matter if he were killed? What did it matter if he were beaten?  It wasn’t like the beatings he got for acting out were any worse than what he went through on a daily basis.  He was going to be a slave for the rest of his life.  Maybe his only escape was to shorten that life. 

By the time Cal reached the arena he had made up his mind.  He was going to commit suicide by belligerence.  He’d try to kill the Phantom Lord, and in so doing, free himself either by death or by the death of his true captor.